I WALK ALONE

Time and tide waits for none. Everything changes at a blink of an eye. After all change is the only constant thing in life. Sitting on the open terrace of my apartment, gazing outside as the whole city is lit up for the most mesmerizing festival of the year – DIWALI. The hustle bustle on the roads, noise of firecrackers, the twinkling lights all around the city, everything looks so astonishing.

 DIWALI, the festival of colors, lights, fire crackers, sweets etc. It’s the festival of joy, togetherness, bonding, family time. The best part of the festival is the different shades of colors that it adds to everybody’s life. The lights lighten up every dark corner of life. The importance of each day of the festival adds up to so much of affection between the family members and friends – irreplaceable.

The festival has always given me such amazing memories for lifetime. The lights & colors take me to the flashback of the time I had spent with my friends & family. Gorging on sweets, namkeens, roaming around the city, creating memories - had a hell lot of fun.

But the bursting firecrackers bring me back to reality. I had been waiting the whole year for this festival, but today something is amiss. Nothing feels like before. I don’t feel like celebrating, because I just can’t get over the tragic loss of the two most important aspects of my life.

It’s like a nervous breakdown for me. Everything looks so colorless & darker without those two. Their loss has created a void, which no amount of colors or lights could fill.

I know nothing can bring them back in my life. I can only miss them.

TRUST & FRIENDSHIP – Rest in peace.

FRIENDSHIP stands tall on the shoulders of TRUST, without them I WALK ALONE.

UNSPOKEN FEELINGS

“So, what have you decided?” he opened the call with a question. He was waiting very anxiously for her to answer this question. “What are you talking about?” she answered a question with a question. She’s so good at playing dumb. He being a true Piscean was hell-bent to get the answer.

Putting it another way, explaining the already conveyed message he asked, “What’s my return gift, you were talking about?” They were discussing about the return gift that she promised for all the help and support from him.

The conversation on the phone brought a mischievous grin on their face. “What do you want, tell me?” her reply raised the temperature of the conversation. “Everything that you are ready to offer.” He replied quickly maintaining the heat of the situation. The exchange of coy words was taking a steep turn revealing their inner emotions. They were trying to bluff each other but the pauses and smiles were loud and clear to understand their romantic advances towards each other.

“Stop being naughty.” She reluctantly tried to stop his advances. But only she knows how much she was enjoying this. “I haven’t started being naughty yet. Allow me once and I shall show you how naughty I can get.” He was getting up and closer now. The pin drop silence was now filled with heavy breathing on both the sides.  His words created a spell on her mind.

“Please stop, I might fall for you.” She replied to avoid the unknowing silence “What would you do then” She being a lioness by nature always wants to assess and be confirm about everything. Now the ball was in his court. “I’ll marry you” his answer outwit her every single doubt. Again a pin drop silence filled with heavy breathing. Emotions took a toll on flirting.

“My parents won’t agree.” She was herself not sure if she really wants to get into this or shut this up. She spoke what she felt. “I assure you they won’t disagree” He replied confidently taking the control of the conversation. This was driving her crazy. She has never been in such an ambiguous situation.

The mere topic of marriage brought her back to realization that she is already committed. Taking a control on her feelings she laughed a loud and said, “That was too good, you’re an amazing flirt.” They again played bluff, this time not to each other but to the world. He laughed back to acknowledge her compliment. They both knew each other like the back of hand. Everything was spoken, conveyed but with the absence of words.

They ended the call but this time SILENCE was loud and clear.

THE LAST WISH

"Any last wish?" The doctors asked the young man lying helplessly, summing up his life on the hospital bed.  This room of the hospital was filled with sorrow, sadness, grief, agony. He scanned all his family members, friends, relatives standing in the room as if his eyes were searching for the last wish. Finally his eyes stopped at the doctor and he expressed his desire..rather his last wish to talk to a person who was very dear to him, very close to his heart, someone he loved unconditionally, a voice that soothes his ears, melts his heart. Patiently listening doctors and all the other members were amazed, expressing the last wish brought so much of life on his face that no other medical miracle could do in last few days. He pointed his finger towards his mobile phone and requested the doctor to dial a number. The doctor happily took this responsibility of fulfilling his last wish. With an uncertain state of mind the doctor dialed the number. The young lad was anxiously waiting for the doctor to hand over the phone so he could live his last wish. The doctor kept on dialing the number repeatedly. Connecting a call shouldn’t take this long. Every passing second was like a leap year to him, reliving all the past memories. Finally the doctor leaned forward to talk, “I have tried several times to connect the call, but the call gets automatically rejected.” “What shall we do now?” The doctor completed his sentence after a pause.

No one could ever get a reply from him.

May his WISH Rest In Peace.

One stormy night.

One stormy night, winds were blowing as if they were to frighten everybody. Clouds, their partner in crime were at wars, fighting with each other for their space. Clouds were at the peak of their anger and have turned black. They would shower their anger on the city in the form of rains. The time was 8 in the night, but the streets were deserted as it is past midnight. People were frightened by the storm. Nobody wanted to be the victim of those ferocious, adamant clouds. This night was getting darker and courageous by the passing time. Many people were disturbed by this cruel mood of the nature but there were two people who were enjoying this night. Prateik and Manasvi, sitting on chairs in the terrace of their vivacious apartment were watching the changing face of night.

                This night was reminding them on the most memorable night of their life, night when they met each other for first time. Four years back, same terrible winds, lightening clouds, sparkling rains have brought them together. They were staring each other as this mighty stormy night had made them fall for each other once again. Four years down, they still can’t get enough of going deep in the ocean of each other’s eyes. They were still very much joyful, energetic and curious to know each other. They were madly in love with each other as they say “Two bodies and one soul.”

LOVE-SIGNS.

1) ARIES: (March 21 − April 19). The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to #### with. Erotic. Funny.
Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy.
Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed.  

2) TAURUS: (April 20 − May 20). The Tramp
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long
relationships.=] Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely
outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding
kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as .........
Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to ####
with. Are the most sexiest people on earth!

3) GEMINI: (May 21 − June 20). Does Twosomes
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover
not a fighter, but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always
happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has
a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

4) CANCER: (June 21 − July 22). The Cutie 
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one
of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed.
Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out
if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.


5) LEO: (July 23 − August 22). The Lion in bed
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is
really good at. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth.
Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships.
Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

6) VIRGO: (August 23 − September 22). The Virgin
Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in
bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual.
Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight.
Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate
sexiness.

7) LIBRA: (September 23 − October 22). The lame lover
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is
one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most
caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in
Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up
crying... the most irresistible.

8) SCORPIO: (October 23 − November 21). The sex addict
Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future.
Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want.
Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships.
Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring

9) SAGITTARIUS: (November 22 − December 21). The Sexy one
Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when
found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to
give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone
They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own
unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in
Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you wanna with you
might end up crying.

10) CAPRICORN: (December 22 − January 19). The passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.
Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker.
Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy.
Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke.
Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart.

11) AQUARIUS: (January 20 − February 18). Does it in the water
Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in
long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your
expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in
bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE!

12) PISCES: (February 19 − March 20). The Piece of ass
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very
high ### appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep.
Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way.
Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for
life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.

LOVE

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,

but what is more painful is to never have the courage to let that person know how you feel.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive.

Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.